Simplistic, Pessimistic, Confused, Deluded, Misconstrued, Misunderstood
Alleviated, Exaggerated, Perplexed, Removed, Unused, Abused, Misunderstood
Words that I remove from the pockets of the many hands that pluck my brain
Branded in smiles, selflessness and retracted gain
I do write words of deluded form that just nimbly subtract themselves from
What I confuse myself with everyday
I write this in hope, that it makes sense
Because as perplexed frowns
Endow my plain glare with pessimism
Once filled with optimism and defiant courage
I look on life with destain
I write words no I type words with devices,
Slaps ones self,
Who writes anymore
Simplistic ways,
With no need to write 60 words in a minute
To make sure I make the grade
Just the simple, artistic act, that my self-efficacy crave
And my personality would thrive on as I decorated the page
Writing with loops and curves mixing fonts and texts because it was the way my mind would
Convey, it all on a simple lined page.
‘Miss I finished’ Without proper use of the English language I was learning at this tender age.
Remembering how mistakes, were mistakes, with very little cause to correct.
‘Miss, I have finished’. I correct myself in my thoughts as I wish I could turn back the page
Maybe a chapter maybe a book or two. Rewinding is what we all love to do at some stage
I just wished I didn’t feel this every single day.
My rambling has occurred
I’ve not written or spoken sweet words of poetry
With a soft deep tone to make knees we and tremble as I speak in a while.
Maybe its the relationship I’m in that takes me such a while to finally word it all out.
I’ve lost my way, made mistakes upon mistakes, even lost my faith for a long while.
It’s taken 3 years to figure it all out. What do I do now?
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